AskHal

Well, that has to be scary. What I love about your story, though, is that your son came to you and told you about his thought. That is huge--I cannot overstate how significant. What that signals is that a) he is aware of himself and his thoughts; b) he doesn't like the negative thought about his little sister; and most importantly, c) he trusts you as a confidant and a life-guide, even with revelations that may incriminate himself.

First of all, please know that negative, even violent feelings toward a tiny baby sister is very common for an older child. His sister represents both a wonderful addition to his life, and yet a vacuum for all the attention he used to enjoy.

It is now up to you to embrace your role as that trusted guide, choosing to calm your own anxiety and continue to listen. The more he can open to you about such feelings, the less he feels compelled to act upon them. It sounds like the very best thing you can do is go out of your way to spend more alone time with him. Try not to have any agenda for that time except to delight in your son.

I know that sounds difficult given his recent revelations, but it's always more important to keep the revelations coming than to react to their content.

And remember to take care of yourself,

Hal